To slip into the role of passenger Ambling down the road of life Not weary, not trying Simply getting by Oh how I enjoy to fall into anonymity It is so deeply pleasing not to press Not to try, simply to be But I know that road & I know where it leads ... Continue Reading →
The power of me vs the power of you
Some days it feels likeThe power of meVerses the power of youYet you are on my sideAlways on my sideWhen I want to quitWhen I feel too tired to carry onYou are the coach pushing me to keep goingWhen I feel that I can’t do itWhen I tell you that I don’t have enoughYou pick... Continue Reading →
Complete Surrender
This has to be one of my most procrastinated posts yet. Usually when I have an idea of something to write on it just falls out on the paper (or screen). Sometimes if I don’t have time I’ll put the idea in a folder for later but most of the time my blog is an... Continue Reading →
The Firewall
The firewall Established to protect To defend from attacks Internal & external The firewall covered all possible points of entry Except one There was one that was not considered A stealth attack that had never been attempted before Writing Writing bypassed the firewall Writing accessed the memories, thoughts & feelings Locked away for so long... Continue Reading →
Dream or fantasy?
A dream is born A young man picks up a guitar Fly to the highest highs Follow the path Then trail blaze it some more Be a superstar Be a someone The dream is big But the drive is not The hope burns bright But the distractions are many The fear is big The pain... Continue Reading →
Growth – a summary
I have finally finished the self-examination writing assignments I set myself early on in the life of my blog. As I go through my awakening this year, God is answering one of my longest standing prayers, tell me who He says I am. I am going to start here with this summary of what I... Continue Reading →
Career change?
So following on from my last post. I think it is clear that I need a career change. However, what exactly do I mean by that? The easy, rational (maybe) & certainly worldly thing to do is to go find another job. If it is my industry that is the problem, then I should go... Continue Reading →
Freight Jedi
Continuing in my series of essays(?) under the banner of growth, I am finally getting around to looking at my career. I have been delaying on this because, well I don’t like to talk/think about my work & also I knew it would force me to look at the future. Well I’ve been looking... Continue Reading →
Music 3: The non-adventures of a guitar player
I play the guitar, I have now played the guitar for more of my life than I have not, which is crazy for me to think about. What is also crazy is that there are probably many people who know me who do not know that I play, when I tell them they are surprised.... Continue Reading →
Music 2: The journey of a listener
Ok, so i inserted an image of the guitar I called Excalibur in my youth, only because if I didn't, the worst piece of music I ever bought was the thumbnail on Facebook. If I'm going to get embarrassed you should at least have to read the blog 🙂 So let’s go on a journey of... Continue Reading →
Music 1: Thoughts
Today seems like an appropriate day to at least start my exploration of what it is I love so much about music. Of course everybody likes music a lot of people love music, but I feel it is time to investigate what it is that has fueled my long love affair with assorted notes. Why... Continue Reading →
Video Games; guilty pleasure or just a hobby?
I love video games but for many years I have been uncomfortable publically admitting that. Why? Well there is, at least in my mind, some kind of public stigma about those who play games. We all know the stereotype, nerdy glasses wearing kind in a basement with no life. Yet of my generation, there are very few... Continue Reading →
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