Stalker (fictional)

Is it stalking if I used to know you?

I just need to know that you are ok
Did your life work out fine?

Please tell me
Does your heart bleed
Like I hope it does?

Do you wallow in lonely misery
Like you made me do?

Am I your great regret
The one you wish you could have back?

Do you think of me like I think of you
Distant and faded, loving yet heart broken?

Or am I still nothing
The unbalanced side effect
Of a one sided relationship
That could have been perfect

If you had only known my name?